To have a spiritual awakening.

Spirituality is certainly not just easy, hocus-pocus and high vibrations.

It is also a dismantling of hobbies, people, food, thoughts, experiences, etc. that you separate from your own ego structure.

You will find that much of what you used to like suddenly doesn't make sense to you anymore.

You will also find that the people you surround yourself with, including (perhaps) your partner/spouse, are suddenly not as exciting or deep as you would like. Your interests and shared goals may change significantly.

A feeling of a new world opening up and for most people it is very scary.

Some experience depression or a feeling of indifference because everything suddenly doesn't make sense anymore.

Don't worry... It's completely normal and you are completely normal.

You can see yourself as a butterfly caterpillar in the pub, hidden away in the darkness, not knowing what light is or that it exists.

Most importantly, the caterpillar is actually just lying there waiting to become the most beautiful free butterfly, with beautiful colorful wings and one day ready to conquer the world again.

Hang in there and remember that you are not alone even if it feels that way at times.